The decision to quit our jobs and start wandering was an easy one. It came straight from our heart and if we would not have made it we know that we would have ended up miserably un-happy. While wandering on our new journey though, we are confronted with something that actually completely contradicts the definition of wandering. We feel that our head is searching for security.
While digging through our mind, we realized that this security is actually surfacing when we are confronted with our insecurities. These insecurities are deeply rooted in our head, unfortunately you can’t just throw them away in the dustbin. In the past, we disguised these insecurities by chasing security and structure, where now we are jus full-on confronted . And what do you do when you are confronted with your insecurities, you resort to your old habits. But this security is a utopia; there is really no such thing as being secure. No one, really no one, knows what will happen today or tomorrow. You can loose your job, a loved one, get ill, who knows what life has in store for you. By chasing security you withhold yourself from truly living. And even though it feels pretty uncomfortable at times, as your insecurities are bare-naked exposed, we rather live life in reality and feel insecure then searching in a world with non-existing security.