Sometimes I just have no idea where I am and where I am going. There are numerous options and they all are so overwhelming that I am literally lost while wandering. All directions seem to both excite and confuse me, where the F%#^$ am I going to go. I have no idea..
The holiday season seems to spark up this little fire of overall confusing and sense of being lost. It makes me look back at the past year, the adventures I had, the lessons I learned, the love I shared, the laughs I cried, all one big pile of what my life has consist of. But looking into the year ahead of me, I am not sure anymore. I feel doubt and an enormous amount of insecurity. Am I going to pull “this” off? What do I want to pull off actually? What is my actual goal in life? After some days of numerous mind-fucks, I reach the end of this maze of questions and realize that I really do not need to know all the answers. I made my decision to really start wandering and live life the way it comes to me. That is what I should do. Staying on the track of that journey and most importantly trust and have faith in myself, that I am capable to pull everything off. So let this new year begin, I will definitely continue wandering.